tear the petals

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Sun, 17 Dec 2006 22:34:31 GMT

I havent been on here for ages....like months.
That is all.
x

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 11:29:32 GMT

"Don't drink poison"

If heaven was a skirt.

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 17:01:41 GMT

It would be this one.

And i own it <3
What you think?

Sat, 15 May 2004 22:35:10 GMT

Sat, 15 May 2004 21:27:42 GMT

Thu, 13 May 2004 17:36:00 GMT

Well i aint wrote in ere for a bit.. Well i have been given loads of pills to take by my homoeopath which i know i'll never remeber to take!So thats a bit of a waste i'm hopless at remembering shit like that.... I'm really behind on art coursework..not only have i got three homeworks to complete but on top of that we are doing a moc exam in june i haev to prepare for!My hair is also being a fuck because i am unable to bleach it for ages and roots are already apearing! spose it's a good white trash look :)

I'm kinda pissed off right now for two reasons. One reason is that some stupid fuckers that got the bus today set fire to the top of the bus just as we were getting to my stop and the pissin driver drove us all the way back to school then straight back *rols eyes* so i was late for my baby sitting job and was stuck on a bus for faaarr to long! The other reason is coz i have nothing to be happy about..I know that sounds kinda depressing but to be honest for the last..what 2 months every week has been the same and nothing that exciting has happend to me. But i plan to start making the weekends better some how... (drunkies)

On a lighter note i have brought the most grand pair of shoes for glastonbury eva! there covered in stars :D and i also purchased i bootiful top with care bears on with tom in london last weekend!

Well thats all for now. MWAHH -x-

P.s my new courtney album is fabulous!

hollies quiz thingy i did coz i'm borded!

Mon, 10 May 2004 19:55:10 GMT

11 Good Bands/Artists(no order)
01) Marilyn manson
02) Hole
03) AFI
04) A perfect circle
05) Jack off jill
06) Incubus
07) Scarling
08) Rachel stamp
09) garbage
10) mindless self indugence
11) goldfrapp
12) bjork
13)auf der maur
14)placebo
15)pretty girls make graves
16)murderdolls

10 Good Friends(no order)(there all good:S)

01) millie
02) daniel
03) hollie
04) robyn
05) natalie
06) misha
07) anna
08) holly
09) Roz
10) rich
11)vaughen
12)tom
13)nige
14)ruth
9 Things About You...physically
01) i'm average size i suppose
02) my hair is just shit coz the the bleach is fading and what have you!
03) iim too lazy
04) size 7 feet...is that big?
05) Green eyes(simply the best coz there the same as courtneys!)
06) pale with or without make-up
07) curly blonde hair
08) i like vintage clothes and the white trash/kinder whore look
09) my nails are shit! But good when painted red :D

8 Favorite Foods/Drinks
01) V1 chips
02) pasta
03) jaffa cakes
04) jimmys!
05) pot noddles
06)bread
07) pizza
08) grapes
7 Things You Wear Daily
01) my 5 earings
02) make-up.
03) clothes
04) rings
05) glasses
06) meff
07) meh
6 Things That Annoy You
01) People.
02) school
03) crap music
04) myself
05) meat
06) my little sister.

5 Things You Touch Everyday
01) cds
02) computer
03) my hair
04) millies breasts
05) the front door

4 Shows You Watch
01) power puff girls!
02) neighbours
03) eastenders
04) bad girls
3 "Celebrities" You Have a Crush On
01) manson!
02) courtney!
03) aaron carter!

Person You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With
01) Courtney Love

Mon, 03 May 2004 14:24:51 GMT

On sat i was in town for a bit with hollie and we met up with nici,loz,millie and daniel along the way :) Had fun stalking hollies crush and then some random guy with an orange shirt hu later aparently got punched...ouch
Then went back to hollies were we did each others hair in dreds, but because i couldn't do em v well we ended up taking hollies out! But mine loook lovely (thanx hollie!)
Hollie then came to mine sunday and we went to this park just to be grossed out by the number of fat children! Ewww!
I spent sunday night in r c just to be reminded of why i havent gone for so long! Full of sweaty guys with guns and roses tops and townie bitches that dance to limp biscuit...so hmm yer then i slept at Annas that night which was fun and me and anna did a popped a few parma voilets lol and watched cry baby which twas ok.
I'm now looking forward to nxt weekend which i will be spending in london :)
Loves u ---->

MEFF

Sat, 01 May 2004 09:35:19 GMT

My film went much better then i thought it would....people acctualy seemed to like it :s And the others which i thought were gonna be whay better then mine didn't turn out to be to amazing so all was well.
I'm sleeping at Hollies tonight and we shall be doing each others hair <3<3fun fun fun<3<3
And tomo coz of constant bloody nagging i'm acompanying some rock citaaaay virgins to R C on sunday *rolls eyes* should be funny...
Everythings confussing me at the mo so i can't write anything eles coz it will just confuse everything even more with everybody.

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 20:55:45 GMT

I have had a really undescribable day. It's werid i'm feeling really unsure about everything at the moment, i don't seem to be able to make even a simple decision. I also seem to be saying the opposite of what i'm ment to, or doing the opposite. It's pissingt me off now because i think some people have started to realise.

I bacically finished my film of deat i just need to think up i title...i was think Last Day On Earth but i'm not allowed due to copy rights or w/e.

SCHOOL :(

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 21:28:33 GMT

I just realised i'm going back to school on monday. i am now fucking pissed off!

Tom,Rich,Daniel,Robyn,Natalie,Millie,Misha,Nick,Ruth,Iain alll my fav people i saw today:)well most

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 20:33:56 GMT

Yesh today was sooo great it involved me and Rich gettiong very drunk and others getting stoned!<3
Me and tom had a lovely photo together<3<3<3 and so did me cammel and daniel :)
Oooo it was just so lovely to see tom again i miss him already he's so lovely he couldn't say a bad word about any1!
Daniel and cammel came round for a bit which was fun apart from the sister Grrr but i'm in a happy mood so yer :)
LOVE YOU ALLLLLL :):):)X X X
p.s millie i love your cinammon lickable body glitter !yumyum!
p.p.s i have to see Tom again sooooooon!

baby sitting......

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 19:50:44 GMT

I got sweet heart dealer :D It is as fantastic as iain reports! And as for Cat In The Hat now that was as manson said 'grand'.

oooo yesh tom tommorw! We should be getting drunkies! :D

I have just got out of bed and the computers making my eyes hurt!

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 12:09:59 GMT

Met georgey on tuesday and she really hasn't changed one bit! Even though Robyn said she looked different and boring i think she looked pwettty! We found out that shes like Millie!!! (FRIGID) So yer Millie was happy she wern't the only one anymore! tehehehe... I got her msn so we can keep in touch (she no longer has a fooking mobile because the rudies stole it! Grrrr)

00000OOOOOooooo yay Tom is coming down on saterday!....The trouble is i promised him a gay lover and the only ones i know are not intrested( i don't know why he's gorge and lovely) or taken arghhhh what i'm i gonna tell him???

Going to see Cat In The Hat tommorw :o) Manson says it's 'GRAND' so should live up to my expectations.......

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 10:23:24 GMT

I went in to west bridgford yesturday and waited for Misha and Rich<3 to arive with robyn, Misha arrived on time but as ussual Rich<3 was l8. So i rang him up and he thought it was 12.30 and not 1.30 :os but he made his way there all the same :o)

We then met up with Nick and went back to Natalies and Nick stole most of her LAMB....We were then chucked out from natalies and hung round west bridford and they smoked the Lamb ( inocent me :o) )

Today i should be meeting my old best friend georgey who moved from lady bay about 5 years ago and rumour has it she is a lesbian goth. So tahts strange seeing as last time i saw her she was a animal loving vegen hippy :oS

I'm going in with millie and should be meeting up with Rich<3,Natalie,Robyn,Millie,Misha,Georgey and Daisy.

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 10:44:38 GMT

Yay i'm going to glastunbury<3 Massive Attack, The Eighties Matchbox B-Line Disaster, OutKast,Idlewild, Blondie, Basement Jaxx,P J Harvey, Muse,Goldfrapp and Black Rebel Motorcycle Club! YAY <3<3<3 counting down the days! x x x

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 09:50:34 GMT

Mite be seeing Rachel Stamp in York :D Which would be soooo joyous because Rachel Stamp are such a mint band.......;D

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 14:59:05 GMT

I had quite i good saterday....if you call getting covered in cod liver oil fun that is (CAMMELS FAULT).

Sunday was fun though even though i got fucking soaked! I got to see rich<3 and misha and we had fun for i bit anyway..... i had to go and bloody baby sit which wasn't fun coz i couldn't go out to a party with them!

But today i met up with my ex step mum lucy and we went shoping and had lunch and stuff which was fun! and tom texted me a really random txt which made me smile :o)

I'm really worried that the whole hoildays are gonna be spent doing sweet F A so i really need to start planing what i'm gonna do or they will go dead fast and i'd have done nothing! So if any1 one has any ideas.........:oP

xXx

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 21:19:32 GMT

I've calmed down now after reading my Courtney book nearly finished! But i can't help feeling really dumb...i only thought she was married twice but shes been married three times! I thought i was a true Courtney fan before i'm ashamed of myself!

I'm now forever banded for saying MOIST and RETARD at the dinner table..........hehehe

awww Robs did the cutest thing the other day :) she give me an icle chocolate bunny for easter it's adorible well was...i ate it in maths:p

OOOooo only two more days till easter hoildays yay the joys of staying in bed till after ten.

God i'm fucking freezing at the moment so i'm gonna head off to bed. X

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 17:05:03 GMT

I'm not in the mood at all for this but meh. John 5 has left manson thats why i'm upset don't expect hardly any1 to understand but yer....

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 19:36:25 GMT

Nothing in this world is for real except you are for me

and i am so yours.....

Went to conciler and been given weried pills so quite scared:P She also said i had obsessive tendancys with celebritys lol and i didn't know that!

I got a new top today wooop it's soooooo grand<3 it's got all big arms and everything. OOO that reminds me geting Courtney loves biography tommorz through the post :) that'll make ummm 4 and anouther book is out in April *does a little dance*

xxx

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 17:15:28 GMT

I'm going concilling for the first time today probaly the last though because i hate all this concilling shit. I'm looking forward to friday one because i'm going to the cinema with Rich <3 and friends:) and also its the hoildays so more getting drunkies JOY....

Better be going now because my mum shouting her head off at me !jeeze! xxx

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 18:50:00 GMT

Aparently i'm sardonic which makes me seem rude !pah! i'm not am i?

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 12:26:01 GMT

The bite on my neck fucking kills jimmys a DEAD man

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 10:58:02 GMT

Yesterday i spent the beginning of the day with Nige and i brought him foundation coz he was scared bless *smiles* I then went shopping with hollie and her friend and brought some pink and black hair which i have in now<3

I then drank too much vodka with millie,jimmy,harry and spoon *rolls eyes* and went in the square and acted like a foo, and jimmy,harry and spoon where calling me a rod:(

I then went back to millies still rat faced then decided to meet Rich<3 he was kinda really late (wasn't his fault but yer) millie and me where really cold and moody coz we were sobering up and well i hope Rich didn't think i was acting to moody*sighs*

ummm when i was drunk i saw daniel and seemed all fine but probs coz i was drunk....i can't waite for nxt week to be ova the holidays anre cumin and my bes mates are cumin down from all ova georgey:D hu i havent seen 4 3 yrs! tom hu i havent seen 4 nearly 2 months and tori and her bf hu i havent seen since b4 xmas :) wooop i'm all happy now !yay!